I din blog quite a long time. i dont blog cz i dont hv the mood to do anything now n before. Mydad admit. yea !i terrified of it ! he's so sick n i'm cry n cry n cry. non stop ! mytears r go off. i dont think i hv any tears in my eyes nw. if got, probably is the 1 who left in somewhere of my face.
I need to thanks to few of my frenz, they really nice to me n even came to hospital, to c my dad.
Sin, Jess, Holmes, sue wen n few more. i really appreciate u guys. really !!

Off ! i'll blog next time.

To dad, u hv to stand strong and i 'll always b with u ! think bout us, think bout ur youngest daughter ! she need u ! n u noe, she's the who u love more den anyone else !
Besides, mom still need ur love ! we either !stand strong , dont gv up anything ! i'll b with u ! i'll fight with u ! fight with the mother fucker demon !

To the 1 who has no brain at all,

fuck u! u r such a bodohness ! u r a jerk i ever seen ! dont jealous of anyone cz they better den u ! well, u can jealous, but dont do such rubbish thing ! i really pity ur whole family got such a jerk out ! u noe who u r ! fucker ! think of it ! n yea, guess wat ! how u do on my dad, i'll pay double back to u ! i wan u to noe , the feelings! but i wont do such things ! i will curse u , n competite u in real ! bring it on ! jerk !

i'm getting better n better after sleep around 11 hours fr yesterday till today. I was planning to go to college today, but i cant. I woke up and i felt dizzy immediately , so i sleep back again.

After dat i woke up again, n i found dat i'm ok ! although my voice still sucks. nyway, today there's nth much to blog bout it.

oh, mom asked me whether wanna follow her to go to johor or not. Cz i'm home alone again at home, but once i think of my assignment, i reject her. But, she ask me to on9 over there since i'm home alone, + i'm not fully recover. N, yea i reject her again, cz its waste my time n money over there, to stay at the state like no life at all.

oh well, thats it for today! bless u

before dis, i was done my blog . but cz of my wrong click 's mistake. my post all gone~~ yea its gone! so i've to do it again. sienz nia.

nyways i'm talkin bout my sick. i dunno i'm consider getting better or getting worse. cz sumtimes i feel so energetic, but sumtimes i'm half dead half alive. mom ask me to c doc but cz of my stubborn, i dont want to c. n i told her, i'll feel better if i rest more !

cool isnt it ?! tot i'm the doctor n noe how to cure ur ownself ! ha ha ha.

the reason y i dont 1 to c doc, not because i dont like, its just i'm sick of 'em. i count i already c so much doc or meet him in this half year ! i know it will sth wrong once i c him, n i dont want to get MC cz tmr i got sth to do n well, dont forget i got a bunch of assignments waiting for me to complete. So i cant go to c him !

besides dat, i wanted to close the windows today. but i cant manage to close it ! my hand is like no strength at all ! its like , cacat d ! so i hv to use my another hand to 'help' that 1 to close it. At the moment, i feel i'm so useless ! c ! i cant even close the windows, wat else i can do on this earth ! its just a window, but i just cant close it ! funny isnt it ?

summore i'm not that 1 who hving a serious sick, like hmm, tangan patah or wat. i just having a common sickness , which is flu n headache ! well, the flu is not mild, its kinda serious ~ but hey, c'mon, y i cant close the windows !

sigh.. really a big sigh !

as i mentioned in my previous blog. Its bad weather now n everything is sick ! well, i'm one of 'em, n i'm hving a serious flu now ! hm. think fever got a bit too.

Bad weather. y we will have bad weather? cz of the haze which blow fr our 'neighbour'? or the air pollution, who make by us?

ya, we cant blame 'em even though 'they' r one of the causes who make us sick. Den who should we blame?

Well, blame us den ! who ask our antibiotic is freaking boh yong !! if we're strong, everything will not attach us. but, if we're weak, the virus will love u n stick with u, forever n ever ~~

Besides sick, assignments ! yeaa.. i keep mention bout my holly shit assignments. I din do when the lecturer gv us on the 1st day. but i'm doin now , which everything is due on next week!

i noe its peak but, aiya, dis's the attitude of every single student have !

[ plz dont tell me, u're not the group of 'last minute of doin anything !"if u say u're not,den u're a lier ! ]

Apart from that, i kinda anti those ppl who being fake for so long.

from how we noe they r fake? well, it is easy.

we can c that , they love to hang out with a bunch of girls or guys who they dont like at all.

they love to put on the smile on their fugly face, n at the moment, u'll feel the smile is not real!

they love to wear some CERTAIN clothes, which they dont like.

eg : mini skirt.

some dont like, they even anti it ! but, when u're in college, u will c the girls [ majority of the girls ] r wearing it. n u'll feel, if u dont wear it, u'll get boycott from them. so u FORCE urself to wear it.

so, i'm here to telling u guys, dont b fake nymore! b urself ! it's no harm to being urself !

It is better when u're pretend to another 1 dat u dun like !

if u dont hv fren cz they said u're not belong to 'em, just ignore 'em ! u've got ur own way, they got their own way too.

assignment, assignment and assignment. i not even start an assignment ! n the due date, all the assignments r due on nxt week !

kill me !

i din start at all ! i din start my discussion, i din go n do some research. wat i always do in these days, is sleep, shop, on9 ! dats all !

what the heck wrong with me !

n i get my mid term result today. english sub ! man.. i cant bliv of my results. XD. its sucks ! lolz i feel like wanna throw the paper away !

n great, we dont hv mr indy class in this week ! sounds cool, rite? but ! nah. it is not ! we hv the replacement class, n its on monday ! kill me, plz ! its fr 8 to 5pm ! i dont mind to stay back for the replacement, but i mind to stay until so late cz thats a peek hour !!!! everyone is finish their work or school or watever n back on the same time !

u've no idea, hw jam is the traffic in kl ! its realy can kill my legs, my hands n even my eyes !!!

aihzz

i read few blogs recently and makes me realise dat, blog is for u to record or write down wat's happen to u in daily or some thing which u wanna write down for u to rmb , in the rest of ur life?

Some bloggers love to critic ppl in their own blog [ well, that's including me], some love to show their pictures out, etc etc.

for wat i noe, some of my frenz love to tell or write out wat happen to 'em daily. Some is not.

But,

i wanna to ask, wat or anything dat u make up ur mind to blog it?

i mean blog = diary [for me]

For me, i blog cz i had it n i deleted it. n i blog now, cz i wan to c wat happened to me last time when i read back.

Some bloggers dat they blog cz they dont 1 to b out of the crowd.

Some bloggers they blog because to b famous?

Some bloggers they blog becase they wanna show off?

The website dat we blog like blogspot, xanga, multiply etc etc is ez for us to record down our thing. its not for us to use it jz to wanna get famous.

[ no offence ^^]

by the way, i've read the harry potter and the deathly hallows [ the last few pages] .

i read it cz most of my frenz were asked me the ending of the book since it is the last book of all harry potter 'series'.

well, as i predict, the ending wasnt dat bad.

Just buy it and read it, it's worth for u to buy . u can buy later or now, its up to u but, jz have it since it's the last 1 for the HP series.

Another great shopping day for me!!!! I shopped.. erm not dat much but i already spent 200 bucks! OMFG ! 200 bucks on few things!!! xD .

Wat i bought today ? hmm

Yea!! the latest harry potter book !! Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows [ cost RM 109.90 - 20% = ?? lolz my math is bad so u guys just count it out ]

and 2 more things which is my sis 1. n holy shit ! topshop is on sales !! 50% of certain things of coz but the petite i want is RM 101.65 !! wah man... i wanna buy but. aihz out of $$. if not i'm sure buy it ! grrr.

Next thing i wanna buy is the top from Esprit ! Its simple and nice , costRM 79.90 ! i wanted buy but i din at last, cz i wanna save my money for use in the penang trip .. sigh !!

Everything is on sales now ~ man !!! i think my saving will stop soon n i'll bankrupt soon too ! lolz

actually dat's my bestie's head, sue wen!!! hahahaa. i took it fr behind and i purposely put that 'pen' on her head ! and yea. it is a pen ! cant bliv isnt it? lolz

in the Miss Selfridge's fitting room

Its a bad weather recently , and it makes most of the people sick who's my mom, my dad, my bro, my sista, n soon , I ! . Not even my fmaily, my frenz who around me get sick too. Its bad weather really..

n I showed to my fren today, bout a guy in my frenster's fren list. I wasnt know he was uploaded his new pictures recently and those pictures he uploaded , is makes him looks mature, more handsome den b4. I was shocked dat he change so much.

I'm wondering, where's the 1 i know before, n who's this cool guy ?

We head on to MCD after finish class n their stuff. N my parents n my sista were came back fr penang dis morning.

Wat else? yea. i dream bout sth which is wonderful for me.. really.. i like the dream so much. & i really hope dat dream will comes true~~

MNG ! n its cost only RM 69.00 !!!

lalalalala.. we went to school ealier today [ k la, as usual, ] den helped lish on decorate the Lt 1. After dat, jess, sin n i decided to help lish to b the 1 who incharge the registration form.

results for today or amount of people came in today is not bad ! the event was nice , n the video was fantabulous ! lolz [ geoffrey, u did a good job ! ] the crews behind the event, is awesome. i mean i dunno who r they [ some i noe ] but u guys really did a good job. i wish our ecs2 event will b like dis.. HOPEFULLY !~

after event, we went sunway to had our lunch at Kim Gary. We crapped alots and jess brought her laptop today. For wat ? yea, to taught us how to play 'gunbound' [ a bih sighggg ] . We played at starbucks and we laughed like mad cow . Basically, 3 of us r the only and the loudest 1 in the starbucks [ kinda shame bout it, but who cares! we're enjoying our moment ! ].

After gunbound, wat else girls will do? summore we still in the sunway !

yeap yeap ! shopping. ok, is window shopping btw cz we hv to save money to go to penang. we went to MNG, we went to Miss Selfridge and i lovee the dress !! cz its nice! it cost RM 169.00 !!! wah lao eh. but i will try to persuade my mom to buy the dress for me. lolzz..

~ frenz forever ~

GunBound GunBound.. zzz. the only 1 game i'm crazy on it in these days

fren call me, a gb freak . at first, i kinda mind he call me dat cz i'm not ! but now, i realise, i'm really a gb freak.

Lock room with holmes, used jess' account to play, knew some new people. all this stuff makes me sienz d. dunno y. i mean i can play, but den, dont hv the feeling to play ba.

Mayb this feeling just for this moment, mayb is not. But i hopefully, this feeling just a temporary n not permanent.

wat else? Oh i found dat myself din talk to my family much these few days. We'll quarrel when we talk. Dunno y. I rather alone, den with 'em.

aihz. wat's wrong with me recently..... zzz

today went to red box after moral class. n we , as usual din pay attention in the class again =.=. n i feel soo sorry to sir cz all of us r ignore him when he's teaching. sigh.. sorry sir !!!!!

nyway, red box. hmm. sth happen when we're singing but i dont wan to mention over here or else, i'll ...................................

after red box, window shop again with sin n jess. We went miss selfridge at first and den, MCKY next. after dat, ESPRIT. Esprit yea, i love dis shop but i hardly buy a clothes fr there, dunno y =.=. besides that, i met my old schoolmate today at sunway. Name, Yvonne Liew. Dis girl.. hahaha hoho. i think she got boyfren but dont dare to show to me, summore summore, she shout my name, FULL NAME out in the public . hw lame is she ... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz but well, i did back to her too. lolz FULL NAME either. lolz..

Today is the last day for me to do my fund raising at TCSJ. well, today 3 of us still can enjoy ourselves although bored a bit, bored as in, sellin not dat good. n hahaha, met 2 hunkies today n saw a lot of hot chicks at TCSJ ! they r really cute n sexy n hot ! really !! n much better den TCPJ. but, i proud to b one of the TCPJ cz for me, they r much warmer n more frenly den TCSJ.

n yea, no doubt, i sick again. =.=. i got flu (abit), i hving a headache now.. which is really kill me =.=. aihz. n wat else? erm.. i think dats all for today.

Today is a tiredn busy day for me. I went to tcsj to do our fund raising over there. the campus over there just like our high school.. ok. is almost the same with a secondary school. people there.. erm.. some r frenly, some r not. Lecturers there r great ! They willin to help us, erm not all but most of 'em. They r nice!! oh n i found sth bout the stuff room. The stuff room of each floor hv different name. like, 1st floor is Red room, second floor is green, etc. Its kinda cute, n the stuff room inside there is freakin freakin scary. Scary as in very quiet and like no ppl inside there but u can feel the cold.

Results for sellin today is.. okok. erm we 'earn' around RM 150.00 . its very good to us d cz people there really really unfrendly. They just look at u when pass by n when they heard of the price, their eyes @ @ . den go away.. .me, sin n jess were like =.=. i mean , they can spend so much at DOME, they can spend around RM 150.00 above on something, but just 3 bucks ! y they cant spend on it? they.. they.. they really .... ish !!!

aihz hopefully tmr will b a better day for me ^^

yes, another boring day for me !!! i cant do anything besides on9! i try to read, but i gv up at the end, cz everything cant comes into my mind. ish... tmr is mmh test , i really hope i can do well ! i hv to pass dis subject n i dont 1 screw up any subject anymore!

Besides that, tmr is my daddy's birthday~~~ weee.. happy birthday dad ! all the best to u !!!!!!! wish u lots of lots of lots of good lucks to u ~~~

well well well, there's nothing much happen today. Ok, it did but i dont feel like wanna mention over here. hm hm hm... cookies. yea talk bout cookies, i feel like wanna bake some cookies for my family n my frenz. Let 'em try hw nice the cookies am i bake. hahahaha... its nice leh... n i wanna try to bake cake nxt time ! its fun when u bake the cookies, i mean the process u bake. especially when u bake with ur frenz. Its really enjoy.

hahaha. well, who'll b the lucky 1 or the bad luck 1 receive my cookies on nxt yr, [ special date ] ? lolz.. the lucky 1 will feel happy ba, n the bad luck 1. [ u guys watch out, i tell u ! i'm sure put some 'extra' things inside it , poison u guys ! lolzzzz... jkjk ]

fr mng ^^

fr zara

I shopped today n i used 100 bucks to bought 2 things. zzzzzzzzzzz. i tot i can save money until i go to penang n spend it , but who noes ?! aihz.. i shouldnt bought 1 !! but i cant stop myself to shop!!! aihz girl girl girl.........


btw, its mega sales now !!! i cant miss this chance to buy anything dat i want !!!!


hm i think the 'save money' thingy should post pone. lolz until this mega sales finish.. rofl !!!!

sin , bake cookies

me n jess , packagin the cookies [ i'm the 1 tie the ribbon ! cute isnt it ?!! ; ] ]

the test for moral today is kinda out of my expectatation. I tot it was mcq , but who noes, sir changed the everything at last minute. Fr mcq to short essays. all of us were shocked ! cz we dont prepare for it ! he told us on last thurs was mcq but, it was short essays at the end ! well, sir ! U betray our trust ! grrrrrrrrrr. . at the end,we managed finish on time. erm. not on time, is b4 the time ! lolz. i think we used 15-20 minutes to finish everything! n yea, we copy ! lolzz..

sir, although u told us everything has changed on last minute, but u done a great job at the end ! so consider, draw !which means, since u betray our trust, now is time for u satu mata buka, satu mata tutup ! lolz..

Well after test, we went to sin's house to bake cookies ! b4 bake, we went jusco bought some ingredients. N Hey, dis's my second time to bake ! i kinda feel excited for it. after manage to get everything, we rush to her house cz its out of time ! we bake as much as we can, n we packagin the cookies !

well, the cookies we bake is not bad ! jess is the first timers to bake cookies n i'm the second time ! lolz , n the results is good ! its freakin nice ! lolz

all of us were enjoyed bake the cookies although today is a tired day for us. its freaking tired!!!!

who's the wrong and who's the right now?

My fucking bro

at first, u r the wrong 1, cz u did said sth which u shouldnt said to me ! n i kinda disappointed on u.

" i wanna slap u ! "

Dis's the thing u shouldnt said to me ! u noe hw rude is dat ?

wat i said is true, n u r the 1 dont accept it, not me !

u guys really immature, freaking immature ! if the guy keep disturb u, jz ignore it. if cant ignore, den go n report it.

My family

besides, another one of u. i found dat u love to nag me everytime i came back fr college. wats wrong with u ? sometimes i'm sick of ur nag. i dont mind u nag , but b fair , k ? u nvr nag ur son n ur youngest daughter?

n u always says sth which is freakin hurt me. i try n try n try to ignore it, but i cant, cz its hurt !

i wonder wats wrong with me n u guys. i just dunno !

i'm no mood now!

Yesterday, my family n my bestie went to mid valley to watch Die Hard 4.0. Ok its kinda late for me to watch dis movie because i hv to wait for my dad n my mom come back fr penang only i can watch, or else i hv to pay by myself n to watch it. I mean i watch with 'em is free! but, if i go n watch with my frenz, i hv to pay with my own money ! Its not worth rite? lolz

today, its my english and mmh test day. Well, english is hard for me n i might screw up too ! especially the essay part, cz i dunno wat i crap over there =.=. N well, college is like dis, they can even set their own timetable n nvr announce to the students b4 the ttest day. Like, MMH. sir has post poned it until nxt monday, which means i hv to suffer few more days.

aihzzz