New housemate has move in and become my neighbour in this morning. He's from German, and hmm..is a nice guy, i reckon. I didnt talk much with him because from what i see is, he's quite shy and quiet. Oh well, hopefully he dont mind to have a noisy-next-door-neighbour. heh..
Anyway, this sunday is the results release day. Seriously i didnt do well in the exam, and i dunno whether i can pass or not. Although i already know one of the result from the subjects i took yet, im still worrying for others. Sigh...
Classmates are inviting me to hang out with 'em, but i scare i cant communicate well with 'em coz my english isnt good, and if 5 of us hang out, probably 4 of us are the who talk, and one of them (me) mayb the leftout 1. But, if i didnt go out with 'em, i probably wont get so close with them on the next sem ! zzz shit ! how ! should i go ? or shouldn't i ? hmmm...

HOORAY ! finally, finally, i can have a break !!! woohoo ~~~~~~~~~

I just found out that staying in luxury place to study is not a good thing for me. I cant concentrate at all . i already tried my best to finish the notes but i couldnt. I didnt memorize but i read and read again.. end up, couldnt finish !
Its a bad choice for me to say yes to my boss that came here just to keep his wife a company. =.=. Now im regret ! damn it !!

picture taken today and the girl who beside me in this pic, is my housemate, name RIRIS!

Hello! folks ! its 2.30am now !

Im still online ( yeap yeap), in one of the room of my boss' resident ( WHAT ?) ..... Yesh ! I'll be overnight at here fr last night till sunday ! Reason is.. boss is leaving to indon to deal sth and he ask me to come over to keep his wife a company !

WOW ! shall i feel happy ? Honestly. i didnt.. because, at this time is my exam period ! hello ? exam.. ok ? how can i say yes to him ? yet, he try to convince me again and again , end up, i surrender, n say yes ( anah.. i know i'm so.........boh yong.. ) but i drag one of my housemates, who happen to be my colleague and heh...close to me to keep me company, or else, i will bored to death over here !

Oh wow.. this is a condo and, a typically western condo.. Its exactly the same with when u step into those modern and 5 stars hotel.., nice view, nice bed, n bla bla.. BUT ! i come here not for holiday yo , i did brought my notes all the way from my house, and 1.5hour ride to here to study ! ! Hardworking, isnt it ? ( ahem, not really). i was trying my best to finish up my 13 lect notes within 2 days, but i found out that i cant.. how useless i am ! but i will try my best to finish it, so i can study another subject, which even harder than this..

This is not the main 1 for me to blog today. I wanna blog about landlady. She's a moneyeater, she's so greedy .. she's increasing our room year by year, and its so ridiculous ! NVM, she's going to charge us 'cleaning fees' for 50BUCKS and detucted from BONDS? CILAKA. nvr discuss then deducted ! how can it be ! my contract there nvr say such things, but u deducted like this ? wah lao eh.. u thought your house is located at st kilda or where ever is upper class place ? PLEASE LA. look at the house, not pretty, looks shit, furniture lousy, heater spoilt.. how can u charge us until.......... ! oh yea.. 50bucks for cleaning fees hor.. y dont you ask me to do it. honestly i dun mind if u pay me ! and we r appreciate what u've done but, we nvr ask u to come over to clean wat.. how can u do this to us ! u r too greedy..This house is seriously cannot stay !!!!!!!!!!!

gonna move out !!!!

One of my housemates is going back today.
Although im not close to her, but she helped me a lots, she always be there for me, we always bitching together, etc. This make us the relationship is getting closer and closer.
Although i only stay with her not even half year, but due to our attitude and behavior, i found that me n her actually can be close friend.
She's a singaporean and one of my seniors in this uni. She always teach me when im having problem. She always say : dont worry, i was like this b4 and just do well in ur exam and i know u can do it. She always give me some advices in my assignments.
Today 7 + in the morning, i heard she walk towards my room and paste something on my door. ( i know whats that because i ask her to do it. heh ). From the moment start, i cant sleep anymore. I almost cry because i feel sad that someone who can talk to me, same situation with me, same background with me is leaving. This is make me recall back when i was leaving to aussie. This feeling is sucks and i cant do anything about it ...
Anyway, Meliza. Thanks for everything u did for me. Thanks for everything u have taught me and I will miss u.
Wish u and ur fiancee love and happy forever =)

It's 3.07am over here and im still awake, the books are open and papers are all around in my room.
Usually, at this time, i will watch some online streaming ( as usual la ! ) or meet my prince charming in my dream, BUT now ? nah... im so 'hardworking' to try my best of the best to finish up my knn assignments !
Honestly, i feel guilty when i speak bad words, but now, I DUN CARE !
KNN ! DIU.. wtf with all the assignments pile up together in one period, then due in the same time ! Niama... we dun hv time to study and prepare for it !! if we want them to mark second time, THEY MIGHT reduce our results if its happen ! cilaka...
Philosophy ... this subject is seriously driving me crazy ! Man.. i've never study so many books at the same time b4 just to get the knn points of it ! Nvm..i thought exam is mcq, who knows, its essay questions! eh , in 2 hours, how to complete the 2 essays? pukima.. summore wants us to cited lo...zzzzzzzz damn sien with it !
Next, is behav. neuroscience ! wah lao eh, i thought i no need to study biology, physics and chemist again! mana tau, i've to study again ! Knn, i damn boh suka lo.....
good la.. after these 2 shit assignments, wa boh time to rest ! because after this , its my finals ! DIU.... wa mana wu time to rest !wa mana wu time to tengok wa punya HUA MU LAN !

on 'yesterday' in last year, i was in malaysia and celebrate with my mom.
We went out to shop, to had hi-tea together, gossips and etc.
yesterday in this year, im in melbourne and rushing my assignments. (argh.. i not yet finish lo ! )
I didnt celebrate with my mom, i forgotten to wish her, but i did talked to her last night.
Mothers day is a meaningful day for all of us, especially when u become a mother. ( i not yet but i understand the feeling as a women). Mother is the one who brought u up; who always be there for u; when u r sick, she will take care of u, in days and nights; cook for u when u r hungry; gossips with you when u wants to; etc
My mother was the one as i mention. She is my 'buddy', at the same time, she's my 'mummy'. She's not pretty, but she's kind; she's pampered by my daddy, but she pamper me too; she loves me, so do i; she cried when i was having a serious illness; she dunno what to do when i was admitted to hospital, lying on the bed and on drip.; She give me advice when im lost; she guide me when i dunno what to do.
Thats my mama ! of coz there's not only the things i list, there still got a lot more, but i cant think now, cz my mind is not function now, as in 'resting'.
Anyway, mama, i love you !!!